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Name: Laura
Country: United States
State: Virginia
Metro: Lynchburg
Birthday: 2/13/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: Singing, hanging out with friends, doing pageants... LOL not many tho, screaming loudly at concerts or other sports functions (that's where I get the name salsa moma from... hehe), going to Church, singing, listening to music, watching movies, acting, planning special events, leading worship, hanging out with my guy friends, writing songs when possible, text messaging, instant messaging, looking at pictures, taking pictures, driving to random places and not having a time crunch or a destination, working out at the YMCA when I'm ticked off, I LOVE THE COLOR RED...., having great friends and being filled with the love of Christ
Expertise: SINGING, Showing the love of Christ to everyone I meet
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
AIM:  singvball21
AIM:  squirtloves2sing
Member Since:
9/10/2004
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| Chris broke up with me the week before Christmas. It was the most horrible ways to spend Christmas, and it broke my heart. I didn't expect it. But... Life is crazy that way..... I'm getting over it. My birthday was this week... it was fun. ______________________________ I always tend to ask what if. I had an amazing night with a special someone that I really care about... I have tried so hard to figure out what is going on with life.... but maybe that's the thing. I need to stop trying... But I can't help but say... what if... what if we wouldn't have put that "just friends" title on everything? what if we started calling it what it is? what if he really did like me? what if he would have grabbed my hand? what if he would have kissed me? what if.... what if..... what if?!?!?!?!?!?!? ______________________________ remember... you are my shooting star and i  u | | |
| So... yes... There's a new boy in town... :) His name is Christopher Alan Thompson... and he's INCREDIBLE!!!!
Definitely makes me forget all about Mr.... wait... I don't even know why I'm talking about JEG anymore...
Chris is so great... He treats me with so much respect and care that I have been completely flabbergasted at all of it. I don't feel like I deserve to have anything like him... It's kinda funny... (I really want to put this in a song)
"While he's everything I'm looking for, He's what I wasn't looking for."
Meaning: So far he meets all standards, however, I wasn't looking for this... I wasn't expecting this... He came and swept me off my feet.......................
I will fill in more later... but let's just say that right now... We're dating... talking... call it what you want.... But I couldn't be happier right now... He's such a great man of God, and I'm so impressed by the level of maturity that he has reached already....
Oh... and he's SOOOOOOOOOOO cute.... 6'7"..... haha..... and 14 months younger than me.... 
remember... you are my shooting star & I  U!
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By Damien Rice
Blower's Daughter
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Along with bordem, comes... A NEW BLOG! About time you say? Well... this summer has been... less than "bloggable", if I must say. I mean... yea I've done some pretty interesting stuff.... but nothing's been eating away at me... and I haven't had much boy drama... and I've really just not been interested in writing all of it down anyway.
but where to begin.... okay... get the easy ones out of the way.
WORK: i'm jobless. worked myself right out of a job at one of the top law firms in the country. good job Laura.... why couldn't I have been a slacker???
FAMILY: we're tight. mom and i sometimes get in little tiffs... but who doesn't.... dad is working away to try to finish putting me through school without taking out a loan... thank God for my scholarships... we tallied it up the other night... and I'll have received some $47,000 dollars in scholarships so far.... PRAISE GOD huh? He just handed it to me.... I feel so utterly blessed every single time I think about it.... and trust me... I think about it a LOT! (Especially when new grades are posted... haha)
FRIENDS: well... I had some problems when we were in K-stan with one friend... but it was over a STUPID boy... (which will be explained in the BOY section)... Other than that.... I'm feeble in trying to keep in touch... There are a few people I call weekley... ahem... Claytie... and Chris.... and Lindsay Beth.... Others... well I just haven't been able to get them, or I just haven't called.... I know I'm horrible and I should be taken off of everyone's "Top Friends List".... I send occassional texts or Facebook messages.... at least they know i'm thinkin about them....
SUMMER: b-o-r-i-n-g. nothing to do. going whitewater rafting on saturday. scared. please pray.
BOYS: ah... the all anticipated boy section.... i'm sure that's what everyone is waiting for........ the more and more i'm stuck in front of the tube i've been forced to watch television shows revolving around one of the most important events in a woman's life.... A WEDDING! I have seen probably 50 or more weddings this summer... and actually attended 2 of those 50. I caught the bouquets at both of them... which I'm hoping is some kind of sign from God..... but that goes without saying..... i am still stuck on the SAME guy as I was starting September 11, 2005, J.E.G. for future reference. Sad eh? He's so incredible to me... but some of my friends just don't get it.... sure... he's a flirt... he's a GUY... but i'm so... dang swept off my dang feet.... grr. i always fall hard.... just harder this time than ever before! the only other guy i ever liked for this long was probably...... kyle baliles... in 5th grade... hahaahahahahhaha... oh funny. anywho... The only thing that frustrates me with J.E.G. is that.... he just doesn't get it.... or maybe he does and he's playin a fool of me.... whatever... i'll end up stronger either way right?
so complicated situation w/ my best friend in k-stan....
i wrote a couple of blogs ago about an "equally incredible guy" who was paying me attention.... well... scratch that.
he wasn't. and in fact. he started hitting on my best friend.... BIG TIME! i was really hurt by it because she's a flirt and was just bein nice.... didn't mean anything by it... but it still hurt. people were tellin me a whole bunch of crap... and Satan was just laughing.... little to say... we're cool... i just visited her a couple weekends ago.... she's always been good to me.... she wouldn't try to hurt me.... but that doesn't mean that she can't.
LIFE: is beautiful (to quote a movie that I've only seen once... but loved and totally agreed with the title). I'm blessed.... while little things may come to trip me up, God's grace is sufficient, and either I trip up a little and get back up, or I'm carried over them by the loving arms of my Savior.... I don't deserve it, not a bit.... but He chooses me everyday.... and He loves me more than any Mr. J.E.G. ever could.
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| I Will Trust
Donnie McClurkin
I know that faith is easy when everything is going well
But can you still believe in Me when your life's a living hell?
And when all the things around you seem to quickly fade away
There's just one thing I really want to know
Will you let go? (I'll trust you, Lord)
Will you stand on My word? (I'll trust you, Lord)
Against all odds will you believe what I have said? (I'll trust You, Lord)
What seems impossible ... (I'll trust You, Lord)
Will you believe? (I'll trust You, Lord)
Every promise that I made will you receive? (Yes, I will trust You, Lord)
I know how bad it hurt you when that loved one's life came to an end
And when they had to leve you, you said you'd never love again
But will you trust that I can help you and I'll never turn away?
Will you trust Me, child, no matter, come what may?
What if it hurts? (I'll trust You, Lord)
What if you cry? (I'll trust You, Lord)
What if it doesn't work out the first time that you try? (I'll trust You, Lord)
What if you call My name ... (I'll trust You, lord)
And you don't feel Me near? (I'll trust You, Lord)
Will you believe in Me or will you fear? Oh, my child?
(Yes, I will trust, You Lord)
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| I feel like the ultimate failure at everything in life because of my apathy....
I'm not doing well in classes because I've become apathetic and don't really care about what I'm learning.
Some people would give anything to be in my shoes... as a college student.... at a Christian university.I'm not doing well with some friends because I've become apathetic to problems.Some people really need me as a friend right now, and not too self-centered to care.I'm not doing well in my relationship with the Lord, because I don't spend time with Him.Some people are dying for their faith all around the world and would give anything to have their own Bible. I'm not doing well in life, because I complain way too much.Some people are plagued with horrible diseases and infirmities yet they are still praising the Lord.
WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH ME?!
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